fAeeZa&aSrUL…

1. Thankful for having a loving family

2.  Thankful for having a great husband… 3 1/2 years of marriage and still counting…

3.  Thankful for being blessed with 2 wonderful kids—->mirza Muhammad Danish & Dania Fildzah Hanani

4.  Thankful for having friends around and having people that you can trust on…

5.  Thankful for having a job that pays all the bills….

AND I CAN’T THANK ENOUGH TO ALLAH FOR GIVING ME ALL AND GIVING THE GREATEST GIFT EVER–> HAVING KIDS + RAISE THEM + LOVE THEM + EDUCATE THEM AND SEE THEM GROW….THANK YOU ALLAH AND MAY YOU BLESS ME WITH MORE…

It was 6.9.07 evening when my husband breaked the news to me…" E, pah dah 6 jam tak sedarkan diri"… I was in Port Dickson attending F1 in Schools CAD/CAM Challenge…Jasmine just picked me up from Seri Malaysia as we planed to watch the sunset by the beach at CORUS…Just prayed in my heart that things wouldn’t turn worse…

My husband+Kids and bibik arrived at PD around 8.30..we had our dinner and went to hotel after that…My husband called his mom several times just to get updates on Pah’s conditions..We were told that pah was taken to Hospital Ipoh to do a some scan of her head since she was unconcious and vomiting blood…Mak told that pah was already rely on the lifes support machine..I saw tears on my husband’s eyes…The time was 10.30..Unsatisfied with mak’s update, my husband called Pak No to get better picture of Pah’s conditions…Same story from Pak No…My husband took a deep breath and closed his eyes..Deep in my heart i knew that he really want to go back to Sg. Siput…Told my husband to take a rest first as he just arrived..But then he barely sleep…Around 4.30am he called his brother to get more update…Faizul (his brother) told him that they were on their way as pah’s conditioned has become worse…he said he will call back…As my husband disconnnected with Faizul suddenly, my son danish talked in his sleep, " Mama..mama…buka tingkap..buka tingkap…"My husband looked at me…couple minutes ofter that Faizul called and told him that Pah had just passed away…Both of us burst with tears…We packed immediately and checked out from the hotel at 5.00am…

Arrived at Sg Siput around 9.30 am ..They already want to give bath of Pah..Felt a bit uncomfortable as i was not in a proper dress…just wear jeans and a shirt…But then i didn’t care what others will say…Help to give bath of Pah..Pah was smiling…It’s to obvious..Most people who came noticed it to…Even the makcik (Makcik Mun)  whose in charge of bathing and kapan did also mentioned about it…Alhamdulillah…She was buried around 11.30 am..I stayed home and prepare some food for all the family to eat…Thank god everything went well for pah’s funeral…

It was almost 4 years i met pah..She was a generous lady..happy…and kuat melatah…She left us a week before Ramadhan..For sure this coming hari Raya will definately not as usual…Still, we will always remember her and her goodness aswell as her kindness..Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat…Al-fatihah

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Last week my hubby came back a bit early from his classes..Since we didn’t plan anything specific on that day, we just went to Mines..Then only came the idea to enter the Mines Wonderland Theme Park…The place was great…(eventhough the entrance ticket was quite expensive RM32.00)..But then you can enjoy everything inside the park…So, kira oklah…we had a train ride twice…enter the snowhouse…played at the plaground(kids) watch animals..water and laser performances and many more..spent almost 5 hours there..the kids enjoyed themselves…especially danish…Try very hard to get their pictures…but the kids were overexcited and can’t stay still even for a photo…anyway, some pictures…

Gosh…really don’t know what to do..I am bored…Everybody is going back to Taiping since Pah will be having a tahlil..But me.., I’m strended in Putrajaya due to my husband’s classes..I used to travel back on my own to Taiping..Nowaday, I don’t think I’m capable of doing that( because of the kids can’t sit still in the car while i’m driving)..Need someone else to be the co-pilot..

Current feelings are very sad…Not in the mood to do anything…Had a little chat with my husband about it just now..But the way he said about it makes me more sad…sob…sob…sob…

Will be very-very busy throughout this month of August

6-8 August 2007—> Training on virtual windtunnel and cnc machine at MC JALAN PAHANG

13-17 August 2007 —> Training on Pneumatic, PLC and Hydraulic at Air Keroh Melaka

26 August 2007 —> Fazlin’s engagement Day

Before 31 August 2007—> Preparations For F1InSchools Central Zone Final in Port Dickson

I’m being so busy lately..with all the auditors who was here and will be coming next week..I’ve just finished my PBS on my Form 3 students..and the auditors that came to my school was like H#$%… She was very nonsence strict type of person…I even had to argue with her for some reason…Come on laaa…we are here to ensure that our students get good marks..to help them…not ridicolously try to make them fail…Stupod auditor..Anyway, she was satisfied with my markings (see the leg laaa) hehehehe..and i’m going to maintain using my markings, eventhough usually we followed our auditors markings…But, hey i don’t care..Even if people from Lembaga Peperiksaan querry, I already have my answers ready…

Next week, on tuesday another auditors will be coming to observe my PBS for my REKA CIPTA Form 5 SPM…Darn…not that ready yet…Tau je la kan, my form 5 student are those from the last class..They need lots of help and guidance…phew..Even one of them are very slow in everything…he even can’t spell words accordingly…oh dear….I pray to God, may everything will be ok..I’m quite nervous because i know the auditors very well…Cikgu Fauzi..He’s the KETUA PENTAKSIR KEBANGSAAN…So, you’ll can imagine how nervous am i…The funny part was, when i called him last week he said to me, "Faeeza, jangan lupa lagu Santana Saya"….kui…kui…Nak kena rasuah plak…

And another great news…My school has been selected to be the first school to have a RC LAB..yeayyyy…The will provide us with an air-cond room complete with 28 RC modules..and the modules were originally from US..Here’s the great part…,the teacher will be given courses on the modules in UNITED STATES….In Another word I’ll be going to US if the ministry approves the project..So, cross my fingers and pray to Allah so that i’ll be hearing good news soon…You’ll must be wondering what did my husband said…He said,"Pergila e, bukannya lama 1 bulan jer.This is ur time…"…Now I’m just waiting for the official letter, before breaking the news to my family..really hope they will understand and will help me to watch over my kids and bibik…Insya allah, the day will come…

Ok, need to as my son already awake…need to bath him eventhough my bibik is around..(he refuses to have his bath by bibik)..kecik-kecik dah pandai demand…adios and wassalam…

We went there to sort of celebrating our 3rd anniversaries..huhuhuh…,it’s been 3 years already we’ve shared our lives together..With all ups and downs..Alhamdulillah were still standing strong together..

Ok, back to Bukit Tinggi’s story..we stayed at colmar tropical..it was a french themed village hotel…the view was great..Though it was not cold as i expected…Forgot to mention that we brought our kids along..So, it was not a honey moon at all…But atleast we spend our time togehter as a family..

Not much to do there…especially when you have two notty2 little kids of yours around…hehehehe…anyway, we managed to visit japanese village, rabbit park and the colmar area itself..

Some pics…