It’s almost 5 years…

Saya nak buat post ni dalam bahasa rojak.. harap tak la menyinggung mana-mana pihak..
Yup.. dah hampir 5 tahun umur perkahwinan kami.. rasa macam baru semalam je buat kenduri.. Pengalaman…
YAng pahit… adala tapi tak best arr nak cerita kat sini.. to make it short and sweet ;p semua dah rasa la.. orang suka.., orang tak suka.. tapi aku tetap akula kan .. korang suka ke tak janji suami aku ngan aku ok.. itu yang penting.. pakaila bomoh apa pun.. aku tetap percaya dengan qada’ dan qadar Allah.. Korang nak salam ke tak ngan aku.. aku tak kisah.. aku bukannya ada penyakit berjangkit A-H1N1 .., penyakit jiwa (yang memerlukan aku berjumpa psikiatris) mahupun bipolar disease ( apa kemenda ntah)… Ilmu hitam hitam @ ilmu penunduk pun takdak..Setakat hari ni otak aku masih lagi waras..kari aku masih lagi menjadi kegilaan suami ku… Aku tak peduli apa orang nak kata.. I make myself happy and dengan izinNya, aku dapatlah mengHAPPYkan orang-orang yang aku sayangi..Kengkadang aku nak tergelak tengok kelaku orang yang bermuka2.. depan macam baik tapi belakang mengata.. Tapi setakat hari ni rezeki aku tak putus2 juga.. anak dari 2 dah jadi 3 (alhamdulillah).. Walaupun warna politik berbeza.., kami tetap sekatil ;P.. Aku boleh bercakap betapa aku mengagumi Zambry the cool..dan suami aku pun bleh bercerita pasal Nik Aziz ulama pujaanya.. Tak gaduh pun.. Kengkadang aku jebik gak bila suami aku bertempik Takbir!!! dan aku akan menyerongeh bila suami aku nyanyi ” UMNO terus mara untuk rakyat Malaysia” ..wahahaha… Penuh warna… :D
Walaupun perjalanan hidup kami banyak liku..perselisihan faham.. tak puas hati.. lebih2 lagi ngan perangai aku yang tak bleh dijangka.. aku yang tak pandai bermuka-muka.. aku yang berani berkata-kata.. aku yang boleh buat apa saja.. Aku tahu suami aku terima aku seadanya.. hihihi.. Yang paling penting dia boleh memaafkan aku setiap kali aku terlanjur kata dan perbuatan.. Dia akan peluk dan bagi aku semangat bila aku down… setiap cara gayanya hanya pikir aku dan anak2… Walaupun dia selalu balik lambat dan ada kelas on weekends.. aku tetap percaya yang suami aku tak main kayu tiga.. Kalau dia gatal sangat pun aku suruh dia kawin jer.. aku takmau pening kepala.. Tapi doa kat Tuhan mintakla simpang… aku tak rela dimadu…waaa… hihihihi
Aku bersyukur sangat dipertemukan semula dengan suamiku walaupun lepas spm kami dah bawa langkah masing-masing.. Walaupun banyak konflik…
I LOVE YOU.. and I Really hope and doa we will be together years to come.. AMIN..

Thank you GOD… (Alhamdulillah)…

Alhamdulillah…There’s no other word to express our feelings as the arrival of our newborn baby..  MIZAN MUHAMMAD DARWISY BIN ASRUL SANI… Praised to Allah the almighty, eventhough everything happened so sudden, we managed to face it…

I wonder ??…

Another 50 more days till my due date..Preparations ???!! Frankly, am trying my very best to ensure everything is ready for the new baby arrival…Already washed and ironed some of Nia’s used newborn cloths..Actually we already have most of the things baby cot, stroller, carseat, babybucket and etc.. So, no need to spend much but still wanna buy some new cloths ( since the mega sale is on :p )

Mentally ???!!! Am not loosing hope to deliver this baby normally…After all checkups by the doctors, they came out with a decision that i might be able to deliver normally.. Unfortunately, after last week ultrasound my baby is still breech…..So, i have to wait until my 34th weeks of pregnancy, do the ultrasound again and pray to God the baby will go back to the according position.. ( I talked to my baby every night, asking him to turn back ;P ) —> hope he will listen to me …

 

Oh yeah ! I forgot to mention that we are expecting a baby boy… So, another hero in the house…hihihihi… Am thinking to name him “Mizan Muhammad Darwisy” (FYI the eldest is Mirza Muhammad Danish and the 2nd is Dania Fildzah Hanani ) …My other half agreed with the name.. But let say if it turns out to be a baby girl he wants to name her Darwina Safiyya Hani..

 

 

Wonder how’s the baby is going to look like..

From The Heart…

It’s monday..  2nd week of the school’s holidays.. Yet, we still don’t have any plan on how to spend it…Other than going back to Taiping.. Oh.., i really hope we can go somewhere since my other half will be starting back his classes next year.. ;P..

My husband had been very busy lately.., lots of outstations… in another word it was almost like a tour around Malaysia..and life was very hectic + on me own to handle kids and dealing with my hospital appointments and not forgetting i am on SPM duties.. fuhhhh!!! Alhamdulillah we managed to get through it and am still praying to God to give strength especially to coop with my pregnancy….

Something to say…

Hellooo people…It’s have been more then a month i didn’t post anything here…Practically, i was so buzy with lots of things in school+home..

So, some bitter and sweet update :

1. Al-Fatihah to Tok ( 07 May 2008 )

It was about 2.30 am in the morning when my father in law called to tell us the sad new..Our beloved Tok ( my husband’s side) had passed away …It had been almost a month tok’s health conditions were not stable…We did go back to Taiping on Labour’s day as my hubby will be away to UTM, JB doing his lab practical there the coming week..

As i got the news, i really was in a dilemma wheather i need to go back to Taiping or not.. Called my hubby and told him the sad news..And asked his permission to go back to Taiping..At 5.30 am, me and my 2 kids were off to Taiping..We arrived at 8.30am at my mom’s house..Left the kids there and i went to Kamunting ( Tok’s house ) all by myself..I really thanked God for giving me the opprtunity to pay my last respect to Tok…I was there helping in every way that I possibly could..hmm..Some of the relatives were quite surprised as i dared enough to come back to Taiping all by myself+kids..But as for me, i did the things that i did just because i do care about Tok..I will do whatever i can for the people that i really care, Insya Allah..

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So, there will be no more Tok+Pah or Wan+Tok on my husband’s side..We surely going to miss her..her babytalks…her latah..and this coming raya will never be the same for my hubby… Al-fatihah… *sigh*

2. Kenduri oh kenduri

oh yeah…Lots of kenduri need to be attend..Musim la katakan…hehehe…Two of my cousins were and will be getting marry..

As for Siti Nor Baizura a.k.a adik, already married few weeks ago and Raof will have his akad nikah this week in Kuala Pilah..so, insya allah me and family will be going to Pilah..( Meramaikan umat kat Kuala Pilah…hihihihi )..Congrats for all of you and may all of you will be bless with kids…The sooner the better..hehehehe

Adik kawin

Wind of change..

Woke up early today, eventhough it’s sunday :P…It’s been a very tough week..Phewww…Trust me…

I’m Biting My Tongue

10 things I want to say out loud but I can’t? 

  1. My life is toooo plain…wake up–>prepare breakfast–>go to work–>come back from work–>nursing the kids–> prepare dinner–>watch tv–>sleep…
  2. Hate to see people lazying around or sleep half of the day..Come on, be productive laaa!!
  3. Don’t ever think to give me lame excuses… I just can’t stand if people giving me stupid explainations of their failure…
  4. Don’t blame other people if things turn up not to your expectations…take a break and think where did you went wrong..not simply put the blame on others..
  5. I hate when people bossing me around..telling me to do this and that…bla..bla..bla..
  6. Stop talking about me behind my back!!! I’ll punch you if i got to hear about you talking behind my back!
  7. Apala teruk sangat budak ni…mak bapak dia tak ajar ke..
  8. I’m tired of being the one who’d need to sacrifice on everything as for you think i have to do it because it’s my responsibility..Hellooo, show some credits please!!!!
  9. When i asked for something you ignored me…then i have to ask again and maybe again..please!!!! I’m not a beggar…
  10. I expect too much from you..At the end i’m the one who’d suffer…

Saving For A Rainy Day..

Both of us are almost 30..(actually 29 this year)..We already have most everything…, a job that pays all the bills, transports, great friends and families but the most are we’ve been completed with our great 2 kids…

Therefore, we really think that it’s about time that we need to save up for a HOUSE of our own..Yeap…, a DREAM HOUSE…Currently, we’re living in a quarters house at Presint 11, Putrajaya…My dad did gave a piece of land nearby my father’s house in Taiping…It would be great if we can build a house there and living close to my family and my husband’s family aswell (since he’s also from Taiping)…Raising our kids there and in the same time we can look after our parents…

Am praying for a great health and Wealth…

New Year’s Hope…

Family is my first attention…My priority…,my heart and soul…If only i can buy happiness…Not saying that I’m not happy…My marriage is wonderful in many ways…but bad things did happennedIMG_8663…I’d through a lot in my marriage…Sometimes things that were not imaginable could possibly turned to you… Especially back in 2007…Fuh!!!!

But hey!!!, it’s already 2008…New year, new beginning, new hope, new resolutions etc…I only wish for one thing…To take care of my family—> husband, danish, dania and myself as well..Eventhough it was very saddening when people close misunderstood you…Blaming you for all the bad things that did happenned without trying to ask or get to know the truth.. Lucky my husband is very understanding and always there for me…Most importantly, he’s always by my side and back me up…Being very considerable of unpredictable actions that I’d done…hehehehe ….For that honey, I thank you and really appreciate it..

I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE!!!!IMG_8660

We are bless with 2 wonderful kid, Mirza Muhammad Danish  

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and Dania Fildzah Hanani Our greatest task is on how to raise our babies….So…., lets get started and do our very best on it..We’d learned a lot from our past, parents, friends and relatives…We both agree to mould our kids in our own ways.. Ya Allah, gives us the strength and shows us the ways..

I do believe that relationship are based on trust and needed to be work on…Believe me, after 3 years and 7 months of marriage I’m still working on it… :-D

Deck the Halls!

Show us your holiday decorations.

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Paint the wall!!Cool!!Light craft!!Main hallStairs..Nice!The main hall

The kids are away and I’m all alone in the house during daytime since my other half out for work..Instead of being alone and doing nothing, I’d decided to redecorate + repaint the house.. Previously, my house was maroon + pink coloured…So, changed the wall theme to green..Just finished paint the house yesterday and doing the final touch here and there..Hopefully, the outcome will be great…cross my fingers on that…hahaha

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